AMRITA SHETTY

When I was about to get the Science stream after 10th, a new excitement was waft in me. Certainly, with this new transition several transition occurs along with our education admit process like our maturity transition from naïve and nuisance teenager, then our transition of biological hormones rushed and pelt of criticism at uncertain situation and flow of dopamine at calmful situation , then our transition of having peer pressure and pressure of academic tenure from faculty member of stream who are complying to the rule of Education board and want us to be complied We does all this chaotic rat- race to be maintained till we qualified. But this is gloomy to say that we lost when we feel that we are on right track as we try to be like other just for the sake to be survive and it suppose to bework because other are doing so. It seem so gloomy at such tender age and sensitive plasticity of transition of our perspective in mind don’t understand that what is necessary at the first place. #1

 There many type of trauma, we can say a spectrum of trauma in our human life. This can be Physical, mind, loss of family, social relation, emotional, financial, career and soul. There is not nothing left which was called to be abstract; such as Soul and emotion don’t exist it is just abstract in the past century. Trauma make any folks feel pain, suffering, grudges about others and emptiness in our state of mind. In that phase no one are really in the clarity of thoughts surrounded by others misery and toxic influence with in us. There are some few word, for those who can’t afford any luxury for counseling or any relevant aid. Imagination is more painful than Reality. Don’t chase for someone to heal you. Please don’t try to disappoint or hurt yourself to search someone who can heal you. If you feel that if you search that right person or eagerly waiting for those person who would make you feel good about yourself or in just snap remove all your inner conflict in just a blink of moment

  -Amrita Shetty,07/08/2021    If I had to tolerate your thing for long ,  so I will get back the  past that you made me feel so good  and feel worthy.  Your humor made me laugh for a glimpse  We can never be friend anymore.    If you brag that I am lucky enough to have you  When I am toiling enough to save myself for a day  And your sarcasm hurt me when word  Pierce my heart, hammered on mind to smashed  and stop the flow of my soul.  We can never be friend as you demand.    If you believe that you should know  Everything about me  And expect from me to share my  Veil personal knowledge of me  Which I treasured by patience and suffering  We can never be friends because for there is cost you must earn it.    If you are jealous of me  For achieve or still not being achieve yet  Still you hate the most among all for being myself,  You demean most that I wasn’t mean to you  Like other did to you.  I can see the your charisma when I babble to explain it  And the glow-up smirk of yours when